What ten months without working does to me

I just realized that I quit my full time job on a Monday back in December 2018 and I have not looked back since.l – I miss some of my old colleagues though for the laughs and learnings. But wow that feeling – sorry old boss to mess up your Monday. First of all theContinue reading “What ten months without working does to me”

Dreaming is not the same thing as memories

It just struck me that we have been traveling since 31 of December 2018, we left Sweden on New Year’s Eve to live our life more freely on our own terms. Not everything has been easy but with patience and the will to learn and tackle new experiences we have come to a point whereContinue reading “Dreaming is not the same thing as memories”

Stress will kill you from the inside #6

Can you tell? What are the signs of stress? In my opinion there are as many signs that there are people that are stressed- what I can tell you though is what I saw in myself both at the time and looking back to that point in time. First of all is what I callContinue reading “Stress will kill you from the inside #6”

Stress will kill you from the inside #5

What is recovery and what are you recovering from – these are the question I asked myself and with interesting results – first I came up with the easiest way to explain it and I just had too much to do but I only needed some rest and I feel fine and can get backContinue reading “Stress will kill you from the inside #5”

Stress will kill you from the inside #3

So what is going on with me? I am totally numb in my feelings i don’t care for anything and no one else than myself matters. In hindsight I understand that this was my brain saving me from dying by basically shutting me down and taking control before it is to late. I got overmannedContinue reading “Stress will kill you from the inside #3”

Stress will kill you from the inside #2

I had literally been sent home from work by my boss and truthfully I didn’t care at all – nothing was important for me and I mean nothing – I was just totally numb – came home and just laid down in my bed not thinking about anything – this was kind of refreshing forContinue reading “Stress will kill you from the inside #2”