Damage control or as I call it no man’s land it basically feels like you are fighting to get your body back in your own control and getting out of the straight jacket someone put on you.
This is where it gets horribly real anything you do feels like someone or something is watching you and the world feels so small it’s a pain just to look outside the window not for seeing other people just for the notion that you are being monitored.
Sounds crazy right- I can tell you it’s nothing close to how I felt – I was thinking a lot at this moment of what is going on and frankly am I able to get out of the state I am in and I asked myself if I needed medical assistance or even psychiatric care – probably lucky that I did not reach out because now I know that I needed time to find the way back to myself in my own phase. This is not an advice this is me looking back on what I needed and decided on at that time.
Please do remember that No job is worth stressing for and I mean No job – and if you burn yourself out the company will just replace you the same way they replace a trash bag.
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